{"id":1318,"date":"2024-02-13T09:57:39","date_gmt":"2024-02-13T08:57:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/margheritagabbiani.com\/?page_id=1318"},"modified":"2024-02-13T10:03:41","modified_gmt":"2024-02-13T09:03:41","slug":"les-dessous-de-la-chambre-noire-chap-1","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/margheritagabbiani.com\/index.php\/les-dessous-de-la-chambre-noire-chap-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Les Dessous de la Chambre noire &#8211; Chapitre 1 in\u00e9dit"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"1318\" class=\"elementor elementor-1318\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-70cc90f4 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"70cc90f4\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-4e3368f1\" data-id=\"4e3368f1\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-17679b85 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"17679b85\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><\/p>\n<center>\n<h1>CHAPITRE 1<\/h1>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>ANTON<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/center>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 La pulsation des basses r\u00e9sonne \u00e0 mes oreilles et descend dans ma gorge pour se propager \u00e0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur de ma poitrine. Elle se m\u00eale au shot de tequila que je viens de m\u2019envoyer. C\u2019est quoi, le cinqui\u00e8me, le sixi\u00e8me ? Je ne compte plus.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Du revers de la main, j\u2019essuie ma bouche humide. Malgr\u00e9 l\u2019alcool fort, je devine encore le go\u00fbt \u00e9pic\u00e9 du grand brun allong\u00e9 devant moi. En appui sur ses coudes, il se redresse et tend la main pour me toucher \u00e0 son tour, mais je ne suis plus d\u2019humeur. Je secoue la t\u00eate en lui souriant tandis qu\u2019il remonte sa braguette, se tournant d\u00e9j\u00e0 \u00e0 la recherche d\u2019un autre partenaire plus enclin \u00e0 jouer. Aussi d\u00e9sirable soit\u2010il, je n\u2019ai pas envie d\u2019aller plus loin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Pour l\u2019instant.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Car venir \u00e0 une orgie sans participer, c\u2019est comme se rendre \u00e0 un buffet \u00e0 volont\u00e9 pour manger une salade. \u00c7a n\u2019a foutrement aucun int\u00e9r\u00eat.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Une m\u00e8che de cheveux tombe sur mon front. Mon pas est chancelant. J\u2019ai bu plus que de raison. Encore une fois. En remontant le long couloir pour rejoindre la salle de s\u00e9jour, je jette un \u0153il autour de moi. Il y a du monde ce soir, et la musique ne couvre pas enti\u00e8rement les g\u00e9missements lascifs des corps qui s\u2019adonnent au plaisir. Je m\u2019approche d\u2019un canap\u00e9 en velours o\u00f9 deux femmes aux longs cheveux bruns s\u2019embrassent. Elles sont toutes les deux nues et magnifiques. Elles s\u2019arr\u00eatent pour me regarder, puis l\u2019une d\u2019elles me fait signe de les rejoindre.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>C\u2019est tentant, mais vu mon degr\u00e9 d\u2019\u00e9bri\u00e9t\u00e9, je ne suis pas certain d\u2019arriver \u00e0 quoi que ce soit. Hors de question de g\u00e2cher leur moment \u00e0 cause d\u2019une pi\u00e8tre prestation. La paume pos\u00e9e sur ma poitrine, je leur adresse un geste d\u2019excuse avant de leur envoyer un baiser. En poursuivant mon chemin, j\u2019observe d\u2019autres corps qui se m\u00ealent et s\u2019emm\u00ealent. Sur un lit \u00e0 baldaquin, un trio qui se d\u00e9shabille avec fougue. \u00c0 peine plus loin, un couple qui observe avec int\u00e9r\u00eat un homme en train de se masturber. La soir\u00e9e est d\u00e9j\u00e0 bien avanc\u00e9e, les esprits sont \u00e9chauff\u00e9s, et la pudeur n\u2019a plus lieu d\u2019\u00eatre \u2013 si tant est qu\u2019elle existe encore, dans ce type de f\u00eate.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>J\u2019aurais pu organiser \u00e7a \u00e0 <em>La Galerie<\/em>. Apr\u00e8s tout, j\u2019en suis le ma\u00eetre des lieux. Mais ces derniers temps, mon c\u0153ur est difficilement \u00e0 la f\u00eate dans cet endroit empli de fant\u00f4mes. De <em>mes <\/em>fant\u00f4mes. Ceux que je ne parviens plus \u00e0 fuir et qui me hantent chaque nuit, au moment o\u00f9 je ferme les yeux.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Son image me revient une nouvelle fois en t\u00eate, toujours aussi nette qu\u2019il y a six mois. Son teint h\u00e2l\u00e9, son corps parfaitement model\u00e9. Son port de t\u00eate altier. Les sanglots dans sa voix lorsqu\u2019il me supplie de le pardonner.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je fais un d\u00e9tour du c\u00f4t\u00e9 du bar pour attraper une bouteille. Du gin, cette fois. \u00c7a fera bien l\u2019affaire. La t\u00eate en arri\u00e8re, j\u2019en avale plusieurs gorg\u00e9es pour noyer l\u2019amertume de mes souvenirs en m\u00eame temps que mes regrets.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Si seulement j\u2019avais compris. Si j\u2019avais su voir&#8230; Peut\u2010\u00eatre que les choses se seraient pass\u00e9es diff\u00e9remment. Ou peut\u2010\u00eatre pas. J\u2019ai toujours pens\u00e9 qu\u2019il n\u2019y avait pas de hasard dans ce monde et que les choses se d\u00e9roulaient exactement comme elles \u00e9taient cens\u00e9es se d\u00e9rouler. Un jour, peut\u2010\u00eatre, je comprendrai les raisons de sa trahison et, alors, je pourrai essayer de pardonner.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>En attendant, je reporte mon attention sur le show qui se d\u00e9roule devant moi. Quelques heures ont suffi \u00e0 organiser cette soir\u00e9e. Il y a plus d\u2019\u00e2mes en qu\u00eate de perdition qu\u2019on ne le croit. Pour les trouver, il suffit de savoir o\u00f9 les chercher, et j\u2019excelle dans l\u2019art d\u2019attirer \u00e0 moi les curieux de corps et d\u2019esprit. Je rejoins un fauteuil en velours pourpre qui tr\u00f4ne au milieu de la pi\u00e8ce et j\u2019en profite pour admirer les \u00e9quipements install\u00e9s pour l\u2019occasion. Des cha\u00eenes d\u2019un c\u00f4t\u00e9, une balan\u00e7oire de l\u2019autre et, juste au\u2010dessus de ma t\u00eate, des pans de tissu noir qui pendent du plafond, comme une for\u00eat de lianes t\u00e9n\u00e9breuses, sur lesquels un voltigeur ex\u00e9cute des figures avec gr\u00e2ce. Je le fixe un moment, les vapeurs de l\u2019alcool s\u2019infiltrant dans mon cerveau et brouillant mes pens\u00e9es. Confortablement assis, mes coudes sur les accotoirs, je serre la bouteille entre mes doigts comme s\u2019il s\u2019agissait de mon bien le plus pr\u00e9cieux.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u00c0 l\u2019heure qu\u2019il est, \u00e7a l\u2019est sans doute.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Il fait tellement chaud ici, tu devrais te mettre plus \u00e0 l\u2019aise&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">Je me laisse guider par la voix qui m\u2019a apostroph\u00e9. Comme dans un r\u00eave, une femme v\u00eatue d\u2019une nuisette transparente se penche vers moi. Ses t\u00e9tons bruns, fi\u00e8rement dress\u00e9s, se dessinent sous le tissu, me narguent. Je lui souris, les paupi\u00e8res lourdes. Sans rien dire, elle pose ses paumes ti\u00e8des sur ma chemise d\u00e9j\u00e0 entrouverte, entreprend de d\u00e9faire les derniers boutons. Je cligne des yeux, mettant un temps \u00e0 comprendre qu\u2019elle me d\u00e9shabille. Elle est tr\u00e8s proche, je sens son parfum ent\u00eatant. Des notes sucr\u00e9es et florales. Du jasmin ?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je pose ma main sous son menton pour l\u2019obliger \u00e0 me regarder. Elle me sourit \u00e0 son tour, avant de coller sa bouche sur la mienne sans plus de forma\u2010 lit\u00e9s. Sa langue vient d\u00e9couvrir la mienne sans autre pr\u00e9ambule, me laissant go\u00fbter la pointe de cerise du cocktail qu\u2019elle vient de boire.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Elle s\u2019assoit sur mes genoux, je la laisse faire, jouant distraitement avec ses cheveux tandis qu\u2019elle m\u2019embrasse dans le cou. Ils sont doux, leur contact est tr\u00e8s agr\u00e9able. Un souffle pr\u00e8s de mon oreille me fait lever la t\u00eate. Le voltigeur vient de descendre \u00e0 mon niveau. Ses jambes et ses bras sont nou\u00e9s autour des lianes de tissu, et de l\u00e0 o\u00f9 je suis, je peux apercevoir ses biceps contract\u00e9s par l\u2019effort.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Bravo pour votre performance, lui gliss\u00e9\u2010je tandis que nos regards se croisent. Vous avez un vrai don.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Merci. Et vous n\u2019imaginez pas encore toute\u00a0<span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">l\u2019\u00e9tendue de mes talents, r\u00e9plique\u2010t\u2010il dans un sourire. Je peux vous en faire la d\u00e9monstration ?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Comme un grimpeur assur\u00e9 par sa corde, il descend encore de quelques centim\u00e8tres. Je me penche pour accueillir ses l\u00e8vres, la jeune femme toujours coll\u00e9e \u00e0 mon torse. Je prends conscience de ce qui se passe par bribes. La petite barbe du voltigeur me chatouille le menton, et soudainement, son baiser devient fougueux, il r\u00e2pe presque mon cou.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Ma conscience s\u2019\u00e9tiole petit \u00e0 petit, la pi\u00e8ce tourne autour de moi. Les mains de mes deux partenaires de jeu sont partout sur moi, elles s\u2019infiltrent sous ma ceinture sans r\u00e9ussir \u00e0 provoquer l\u2019effet escompt\u00e9. Je crois qu\u2019\u00e0 eux non plus, je ne parviendrai pas \u00e0 donner satisfaction ce soir. J\u2019aimerais, beaucoup m\u00eame, mais c\u2019est un fait : ces derniers temps, j\u2019ai de plus en plus de mal \u00e0 bander. Homme, femme, couple, m\u00eame les individus les plus excitants n\u2019arrivent pas \u00e0 me faire hisser le drapeau. Pourtant, Dieu sait qu\u2019ils savent comment s\u2019y prendre.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Anton !<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je cligne difficilement des paupi\u00e8res plusieurs fois tant elles semblent peser une tonne. Je crois que je commen\u00e7ais \u00e0 sombrer, mais le visage de celui qui se dresse devant moi m\u2019appara\u00eet sans peine : et pour cause, il est presque identique au mien. Je souris \u00e0 mon jumeau, qui vient repousser la jeune femme qui continue de se frotter \u00e0 moi comme une chatte en chaleur.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 D\u00e9sol\u00e9, messieurs\u2010dames, annonc\u00e9\u2010je d\u2019une voix p\u00e2teuse. Mon fr\u00e8re a encore beaucoup \u00e0 apprendre sur les bases de la politesse.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Putain, Anton, qu\u2019est\u2010ce que t\u2019as pris ? T\u2019es compl\u00e8tement d\u00e9fonc\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Relax, Matthieu. C\u2019est l\u2019effet de quelques spiritueux, rien de plus. Tu sais que je ne fais pas dans la drogue dure, et \u00e7a changera pas, d\u00e9clar\u00e9\u2010je d\u2019une voix chantante.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je crois l\u2019entendre soupirer. Il doit se pincer l\u2019ar\u00eate du nez \u00e0 cet instant m\u00eame, comme \u00e0 chaque fois qu\u2019il est \u00e9nerv\u00e9. Je n\u2019en suis pas certain, car ma t\u00eate est lourde, et mes yeux \u00e0 nouveau ferm\u00e9s.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Allez, viens, je vais t\u2019aider, et on se tire de l\u00e0. Il ne manquerait plus que tu fasses un coma \u00e9thylique.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Mes paupi\u00e8res se rel\u00e8vent d\u2019elles\u2010m\u00eames lorsque ses deux bras viennent se glisser autour de mon torse. Tant bien que mal, il r\u00e9ussit \u00e0 me remettre sur pied \u2013 exploit possible uniquement parce qu\u2019il est aussi grand que moi, \u00e0 un centim\u00e8tre pr\u00e8s.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Qui est le plus grand, d\u00e9j\u00e0 ? Lui ou moi ? Impossible de m\u2019en souvenir \u00e0 cet instant.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Tu sais s\u2019il y a encore un lit disponible quelque part dans la maison ? demande\u2010t\u2010il.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Pour baiser ? Oui. Pour dormir, c\u2019est moins s\u00fbr.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Il soupire.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u2013 Tant pis. Je te ram\u00e8ne \u00e0 ton appartement.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u2013<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">Non, ce serait grossier, m\u2019exclam\u00e9\u2010je, comme\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">anim\u00e9 par une lucidit\u00e9 soudaine, mon bras inerte pos\u00e9 sur ses \u00e9paules. Je suis l\u2019h\u00f4te de la soir\u00e9e. Que vont dire mes invit\u00e9s si je les quitte en plein milieu de la f\u00eate ?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Ma t\u00eate cogne contre la sienne. Mes lunettes manquent de tomber, je les rattrape de justesse.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Ne t\u2019en fais pas, je suis venu avec Hans. Il ne va pas tarder \u00e0 annoncer la fin des festivit\u00e9s. On appellera une entreprise pour nettoyer demain matin.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>J\u2019acquiesce, sans rien ajouter. Je comprends confus\u00e9ment qu\u2019il me l\u00e2che maladroitement \u00e0 l\u2019arri\u00e8re de sa voiture. Puis, je plonge dans un black\u2010out, entrecoup\u00e9 de quelques r\u00e9veils l\u00e9thargiques lorsqu\u2019il me tire et me porte \u00e0 nouveau.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Allez, Anton, un petit effort ! Il n\u2019y a que quelques m\u00e8tres pour arriver jusque chez toi.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Apr\u00e8s ce qui me para\u00eet \u00eatre une \u00e9ternit\u00e9, mon cr\u00e2ne trouve appui sur une surface moelleuse. Le matelas, sans aucun doute. Matthieu retire mes chaussures, que j\u2019entends tomber au sol.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Parfait.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Je vais r\u00e9ussir \u00e0 dormir un peu. Je saisis le drap qu\u2019il tire sur moi, m\u2019enfonce un peu plus profond\u00e9ment dans les coussins. C\u2019est alors qu\u2019il appara\u00eet dans mon esprit, avec une nettet\u00e9 douloureuse qui m\u2019impressionnera toujours.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Narcisse&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Quoi ? m\u2019interroge Matthieu, dont la voix est maintenant lointaine.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>J\u2019avale ma salive avec difficult\u00e9. Ma bouche est s\u00e8che, une l\u00e9g\u00e8re naus\u00e9e me saisit. Je lui demanderais bien un verre d\u2019eau mais, \u00e0 la place, je murmure :<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 \u00c7a s\u2019att\u00e9nuera un jour ?<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Quoi donc ?<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 La tristesse. La culpabilit\u00e9&#8230; Le manque, \u00e9num\u00e9r\u00e9\u2010je dans un soupir.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Un silence. Puis une paume fra\u00eeche vient se poser sur mon \u00e9paule.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Tu finiras par aller mieux, Anton. On va tout faire pour. Maintenant, dors.<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Comme s\u2019il n\u2019attendait que cette autorisation, mon esprit cesse de lutter pour me laisser sombrer dans le sommeil.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Lorsque je me r\u00e9veille, je n\u2019ai aucune id\u00e9e de l\u2019heure qu\u2019il est. Mon portable n\u2019est pas sur ma table de chevet, les rideaux sont tir\u00e9s. Je me l\u00e8ve avec un bourdonnement qui me perfore le cr\u00e2ne, punition bien m\u00e9rit\u00e9e suite \u00e0 mes exc\u00e8s. Mais \u00e7a, ce n\u2019est pas grave. La douleur physique, je connais, je sais l\u2019apprivoiser et, parfois m\u00eame, l\u2019appr\u00e9cier. C\u2019est de cette douleur log\u00e9e \u00e0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur de ma poitrine que je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 me d\u00e9faire.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">En allant dans la cuisine pour me chercher de l\u2019eau, je constate que j\u2019ai encore mon pantalon mais que je suis pieds nus. Ma chemise est largement ouverte sur mon torse. Je dois offrir un sacr\u00e9 spectacle \u00e0 voir. Heureusement que je suis seul.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Bonjour.<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Ou pas.<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je me tourne vers mon fr\u00e8re qui \u00e9merge depuis\u00a0<span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">mon canap\u00e9.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Tu m\u2019en sers un ? demande\u2010t\u2010il en se levant.\u00a0<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">Je lui tends un verre plein qu\u2019il avale d\u2019une traite.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Qu\u2019est\u2010ce que tu fais encore l\u00e0, Matthieu ?\u00a0<span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">C\u2019est dimanche, tu ferais mieux d\u2019aller chez toi profiter de ta petite femme.<br \/><\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u2013 Roxane est chez elle. On se retrouvera plus tard. Et je n\u2019allais certainement pas te laisser dormir seul, vu ton \u00e9tat.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je m\u2019empare d\u2019un chiffon pour nettoyer mes lunettes, qui sont dans un \u00e9tat d\u00e9plorable, avant de m\u2019asseoir face \u00e0 lui. M\u00eame si ma migraine me donne l\u2019impression qu\u2019on m\u2019enfonce un clou dans le cerveau, je l\u00e2che un petit rire.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 J\u2019appr\u00e9cie ton geste, mais tu sais qu\u2019on n\u2019a plus huit ans ? Il est loin, le temps o\u00f9 je t\u2019appelais pour venir dans mon lit parce que j\u2019avais peur de l\u2019orage. Je suis adulte maintenant, je n\u2019ai pas besoin d\u2019un chaperon.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Un voile obscurcit son regard. C\u2019\u00e9tait visiblement la chose \u00e0 ne pas dire.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u2013 Tu en es s\u00fbr ? Parce que tu \u00e9tais \u00e0 deux doigts de tourner de l\u2019\u0153il quand je suis arriv\u00e9 hier. Ne me dis pas que ce n\u2019est rien ! J\u2019ai \u00e9t\u00e9 accro, je sais dans quel genre de cercle vicieux on peut tomber. \u00c7a fait des mois que \u00e7a dure, que tu accumules les exc\u00e8s. Depuis l\u2019arrestation de Mikheev, tu es compl\u00e8tement hors de contr\u00f4le, Anton.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Ah ! Le \u00ab contr\u00f4le \u00bb ! Le mot pr\u00e9f\u00e9r\u00e9 de mon fr\u00e8re. Il a d\u00e9rap\u00e9 une fois, manquant de tout perdre, et depuis, il fait tout pour ma\u00eetriser chaque aspect de sa vie. Pour lui, tout doit \u00eatre compartiment\u00e9, rien ne doit d\u00e9passer, au travail comme dans sa vie personnelle. Seulement, sa strat\u00e9gie n\u2019est pas si efficace, puisque l\u2019ann\u00e9e derni\u00e8re, il est tomb\u00e9 amoureux d\u2019une des h\u00f4tesses de l\u2019\u00e9tablissement que nous poss\u00e9dons. Depuis, elle a d\u00e9missionn\u00e9, elle a abandonn\u00e9 son pseudonyme, <em>Nymph\u00e9a, <\/em>et elle travaille avec moi sur l\u2019\u00e9laboration des sc\u00e9narios pour les clients.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>De mon c\u00f4t\u00e9, le \u00ab contr\u00f4le \u00bb, je l\u2019exp\u00e9rimente pour mieux pouvoir repousser mes limites \u2013 et \u00e0 l\u2019occasion, celles de mes partenaires.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Comme je ne r\u00e9ponds pas, Matthieu se radoucit.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Je ne dis pas que tourner la page est facile. \u00c7a ne fait que six mois que Mikheev est derri\u00e8re les barreaux et que Narcisse est parti&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Bient\u00f4t sept, le corrig\u00e9\u2010je machinalement.<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Il hoche la t\u00eate.<br \/><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Tu souffres. C\u2019est compr\u00e9hensible. Sa trahison est difficile \u00e0 avaler, surtout quand on sait ce qu\u2019il se passait entre vous, mais&#8230; Tu dois essayer de te reprendre. On a un business \u00e0 faire tourner, <em>ton <\/em>business, et en ce moment plus que jamais, <em>La Galerie <\/em>et ses h\u00f4tes ont besoin de toi. J\u2019ai besoin de toi.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>L\u2019air s\u00e9rieux de Matthieu ne me donne plus du tout envie de rire. Pour que mon fr\u00e8re se risque \u00e0 me parler sentiments, lui qui est plus qu\u2019inapte \u00e0 d\u00e9voiler les siens, c\u2019est qu\u2019il ne sait plus comment m\u2019atteindre. Ce n\u2019est pas la premi\u00e8re fois qu\u2019il me fait ce genre de petit discours, parce que ce n\u2019est pas non plus la premi\u00e8re fois qu\u2019il vient me ramasser ivre mort \u00e0 une soir\u00e9e.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>J\u2019ai essay\u00e9 de faire bonne figure, mais les \u00e9v\u00e9nements de l\u2019ann\u00e9e derni\u00e8re m\u2019ont affect\u00e9 beaucoup plus que je n\u2019ose me l\u2019avouer. Une femme est morte. Pas n\u2019importe quelle femme : un membre de mon \u00e9quipe. Et surtout, une amie. Une \u00e2me pure et innocente.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Et c\u2019est l\u2019homme que j\u2019aimais qui en est en partie responsable.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je serre le poing autour de mon verre en me rem\u00e9morant les derniers instants de paix avant que tout ne s\u2019effondre. Quelques heures avant que Matthieu ne me r\u00e9v\u00e8le que Narcisse nous avait trahis, qu\u2019il m\u2019avait trahi, <em>moi<\/em>, il m\u2019avait embrass\u00e9 et m\u2019avait murmur\u00e9 \u00e0 quel point je le rendais heureux. \u00c0 quel point il m\u2019aimait. Un serpent cach\u00e9 dans le corps d\u2019un ange.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Qui aurait cru que \u00e7a ferait si mal ?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">Sentant une salve de sombres pens\u00e9es affluer, je d\u00e9cide d\u2019\u00e9courter cette conversation en disant \u00e0 Matthieu exactement ce qu\u2019il a envie d\u2019entendre. M\u00eame si je n\u2019y crois pas une seconde.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Tu as raison. Je vais faire plus attention. Maintenant, je vais aller prendre une douche, si \u00e7a ne te d\u00e9range pas.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Mon fr\u00e8re n\u2019est pas du genre \u00e0 s\u2019imposer. Il a compris le message, acquiesce, l\u2019air pas tout \u00e0 fait convaincu pour autant, mais j\u2019imagine que \u00e7a lui suffit pour le moment. J\u2019avale une aspirine tandis qu\u2019il remet sa veste en cuir.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Au fait, quand on est arriv\u00e9s cette nuit, il y avait ce colis devant ta porte. J\u2019imagine que le facteur n\u2019a pas r\u00e9ussi \u00e0 te trouver hier, dit\u2010il en palpant ses poches. Merde, elles sont o\u00f9, mes cl\u00e9s ?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Partant \u00e0 la recherche de ses cl\u00e9s de voiture, il me tend un carton \u00e0 peine plus gros qu\u2019un livre. Intrigu\u00e9, j\u2019essaie de me rem\u00e9morer si j\u2019attendais une potentielle commande, pour moi ou pour <em>La Galerie<\/em>, mais rien ne me vient \u00e0 l\u2019esprit. D\u00e8s que j\u2019ouvre le colis et que j\u2019y plonge ma main, je l\u00e2che la bo\u00eete et fais un bond d\u2019au moins un m\u00e8tre.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Putain ! m\u2019\u00e9cri\u00e9\u2010je vivement en me levant en quatri\u00e8me vitesse.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Qu\u2019est\u2010ce qui t\u2019arrive ?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Mon pouls r\u00e9sonne jusqu\u2019\u00e0 mes tympans douloureux. Apr\u00e8s m\u2019\u00eatre assur\u00e9 que son contenu n\u2019est pas vivant, je me d\u00e9cide \u00e0 poser la bo\u00eete d\u2019un geste vif sur la table.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u2013 C\u2019est quoi, ce bordel ? aboie Matthieu en s\u2019approchant.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Comme moi, il a le r\u00e9flexe de se couvrir le nez. L\u2019odeur est effroyable.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 C\u2019est un&#8230; rat ?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 \u00c7a m\u2019en a tout l\u2019air, confirm\u00e9\u2010je sans masquer mon d\u00e9go\u00fbt. Un rat mort, heureusement.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je m\u2019empare du carton \u00e0 la recherche de l\u2019exp\u00e9diteur, sans rien trouver si ce n\u2019est mon pr\u00e9nom et mon nom griffonn\u00e9s \u00e0 la main.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Il n\u2019y a pas d\u2019adresse, pas d\u2019\u00e9tiquette postale&#8230; Celui ou celle qui a pr\u00e9par\u00e9 \u00e7a a d\u00fb assurer la livraison en personne.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Regarde, il y a une enveloppe.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Matthieu me tend un papier froiss\u00e9 et humide qui \u00e9tait rest\u00e9 au fond du carton. Nos regards se croisent avant que je ne me d\u00e9cide \u00e0 le d\u00e9plier en le tenant loin de moi, comme s\u2019il risquait de m\u2019exploser au visage. Mais ce n\u2019est qu\u2019un texte tap\u00e9 \u00e0 l\u2019ordinateur.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Celui qui m\u2019a envoy\u00e9 \u00e7a ne doit pas \u00eatre un grand fan, ironis\u00e9\u2010je pour \u00e9viter de paniquer.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>\u2013 Qu\u2019est\u2010ce que \u00e7a dit ?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-text ); font-family: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-family ), Sans-serif; font-weight: var( --e-global-typography-text-font-weight );\">\u00a0<\/span>Je tends le papier entre nous dans un silence oppressant.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><\/p>\n<p>\u00ab Voil\u00e0 ce qu\u2019on fait aux balances dans ton genre : on les cr\u00e8ve. 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